I am the Seasons

I am the Seasons.

I am a busy bee, flitting from job to job throughout each day.
I am growing, sprouting new ideas and goals, expanding through listening, observing, reading and new experiences.
I am blooming, spreading my love and the sunshine from my heart.
I am enthusiastic, diligent, indecisive, versatile, nurturing and a quick learner.
I am Spring.

I am the Seasons.

I am intense, burning through barriers to find the truth, the heart, the inner spirit.

I am bright, sharing joyful times with friends and family, bantering with roosters who crow loudly.

I am fruitful, determined to make the most of life, discovering ways to live harmoniously and simply with the environment and its inhabitants.

I am passionate, intrusive, questioning, intuitive, witty and caring.

I am Summer.

I am the Seasons.

I am change, seeking to become a better person, finding new ways to explore the world and have fun.

I am shedding, releasing toxins from my life, liberating myself from the expectations or burdens of others.

I am storing, accumulating wisdom shared by the young and elderly, learning from mistakes. 

I am reflective, deep thinking, creative, innovative, judgemental and a listener.

I am Autumn.

I am the Seasons.
I am naked, unprotected from cruelty, exposing my sensitive core.
I am empty, devoid of feeling, drained of energy and enthusiasm.
I am closed, thwarting the attention of others, choosing solitude or the peace and support of immediate family.
I am patient, introverted, vulnerable, moody, pessimistic, stubborn and reclusive.
I am Winter.

I am the Seasons.
I am Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter.
I am changing, evolving and unique.
I am every colour, every emotion, every phase.
I am the Seasons.

The promised life?

When a babe in arms, life was simple.
There was enough food, shelter and love.

When a toddler, life was suddenly complicated.
There was no Father, a grieving Mother, a new born Sister and a new Dad.

When of school age, life was unfamiliar once again.
How to make friends, how to keep friends, how to please a teacher and how to stretch ones mind.
Others were relied upon for self-belief and understanding conditions of love.

When 10 years old, life was sweet.
There was success in sport, academia, friendship, family connection and self-control.
But there existed an intense fear of losing everything and everyone.

When a teenager, life was way too complicated.
There was confusion about the body, mind, and life in general.
Others seemed false, cruel, unreliable, disinterested or unavailable.
There was high expectations and no skills to cope.

When independent at 18, life was liberating.
There was a rebellion!
No study, no advice taken, no playing it safe and no care for oneself.
Lessons about love, loss and true friendship were discovered.
There was a move away from family and the finding of others for support and guidance.

When mid-to-late 20s, life was a roller-coaster.
There were 'up' periods when the world was an oyster.
There were 'down' periods when the world closed and one couldn't see through the darkness.
There was a lack of trust, belief and direction.

Now a mother, life has changed completely.
It is not measured by success, but in patience.
There is no room for selfish thoughts, desires or motives.
There is room only for positivity, hope, faith, belief, trust and open mindedness.
A good example must be dreamt, fulfilled and sustained.

Is this the promised life?